greeting from me!!

it's August and it's August..
time sure flies..and life is getting more interesting and fun and challenging and i kept asking myself if i am a grown up girl already..well, time will tell..
i feel like telling some story here..
so let's start with family matter.. i was freaking happy when i recieved a news that my dad will be tranfered back to sabah for his job..i've been praying for this for so long and thank you God!! my dad is now working at kk.. even not in keningau but it is way better than his old working place which is at sarawak.. yea it's in different state but he's actually driving to get there all this time.. pity my dad bcause had to drive for hours every weekend.. =)
one more thing, my mum decided to do babysitting here at our home, haha so d baby that we look after is Isaac.. his age is around one year and sumting if i'm not mistaken.. handling a baby isn't that easy ok.. babies sure cannot talk and what's getting u into trouble is when they're crying and u had no idea what to do.. but thanks God after days we're already used to it..haha i'm an expert when it comes to taking care of baby now..lol,
my younger sister and younger brother are having their ordinary lifes so nothing to be mentioned i guess..haha.
and now..love life.. =)
he is still d one for me.. we've been together for 2 years and 6 months.. and i falling in love with him every single day.. i cannot wait for school life is over.. i wish to spend more time with him.. but there's one thing that breaks my heart into pieces.. my hubby is selected to join the national service(plkn).. he is not leaving yet but i already feel d sadness and emptiness.. i worry abt evrything, how are we goin to contact each other and this and that and everything.. ohh =(  but i know we will be just fine.. God bless us..
next, HEART OF A SERVANT =)
God is extremely good.. serving God is d best thing in life.. at last i became a worship leader and playing keyboard on sunday's service..=) it was my first time leading praise n worship in front of d church as i only used to lead on youth service and bcme backup singer.. i was so nervous yet excited that time.. but it went smoothly for i am not sing to please people but to bring glory to God.. Hosanna in d highest!!
SPM candidate.
seriously i dnt think that i'm having life as one of spm-er.. i should revising more.. but i never did.
sometimes, i'm not interested in studying.. all wanna do is 'music'.. singing keyboard guitar and i dnt know..
but i hv to come to my sense, for d sake of my future,, =(    =)
So that's how my life goes on all this while.. wondering how's my life gonna be 10 years from now..
till then, x0x0 afney.

                                                    

                                               
                HOLD MY HAND FOREVER BY  

16^TH FEBRUARY

It’s been two years.. OUR STORY IS THE UNEXPECTED ONE..

I nevr knew dat dis long distance relationship will last till dis very moment..

I still remember the day dat we met for the first time, it was back in 2008..

Everythings happened unexpectedly..

It’s funny how we used to tease each other and without knowing as time passing by, things will change between us..

Feb 16 2009 was the date dat I texted him and asked him and offered him to be my boyfriend…

And without any doubt, he agreed.. so since then we’re officially a couple..

Honestly, I didn’t put too much hope to dis relationship, as I alwys think dat sooner or later my love life will ended exactly jz like the love story I evr had before..

But dis boy is different.. he is one of a kind.. and I fell in love with him so hard..

Day by day, I started to knw him better.. and what I noticed is,, I needed him  so much..

He made me fell in love and he’s really a part of my life nw.. I would say dat I’ve finally found my soulmate..

He is the one dat I cnt live without.. the one that I misses if not contacted with even for only a day… our love’s getting more hard to break day by day… we love each other… and promised that will fight for this relationship… and yea there’s always obstacle to go through.. and the first is we’re having a long distance relationship… but still we convincing each other that we can work things out… juz being loyal and trust…

I alwys pray to God so he can always be under God’s protection…. I want him to be protected more than me…I don’t have any idea how to describe how hard my love is… I alwys wanna tell him that I love him so much and sayang him so much… and I wanna let him know how grateful I am for having him in my lifetime….. I don’t know when will my time is over.. but I won’t mind if he hv any intention to find another one… cuz what’s the point of loving dead person…. I don’t know why am I saying this…

Anything could happen rite?? So I just kinda prepare for it..

I will not stop being grateful for having him in my life now.. Don’t ever ask me why am I so in love with him.. cuz I’ll answered you back “ cuz I love him”… and please don’t ever try to separate us…. Cuz there was many obstacle that we had been through together and look we still stand for our love and we’ll fight for it!!

HE IS MY ELRON VINCENT

By, I’m sorry ,, sumtimes I hurt ur feeling, I didn’t listen to wat u say,

I’m not perfect..  but still, I tried my best to be perfect in ur eyes.. I just wana be by ur side everyday of my life, but there’s nothing we can do abt dat..we are far from each other..  nvm =)

Thank you for everything sayang..  I’m here for you k..  I’ll be loving u forevr..please keep our promises dat we hv made.. do keep safe.. u are my forever ensemboi..

HAPPY 2^ND ANNIVERSARY TO US!!

AzyRon..

With love, Afney.. XoXo